Right now, I’m suffering from complete lack of dance motivation. I have classes and lessons scheduled all month, and I just can’t muster the interest to care about any of it. What gives?
It’s funny how my yen for dancing comes and goes in waves. Right now, I’m at low ebb. There’s so much going on my life–new house, crazy job, misbehaving feline, car accident/necessary repairs–that it overwhelms me. It’s hard to get interested in or excited about anything else when these things are dominating my life.
I love dancing. So why is it that all I want to do is go home and take a nap or clean the kitchen? Clean the kitchen?! When I want to do that more than I want to dance something is seriously wrong.
I wonder if I should make an effort to move myself out of low ebb, or if I should just go with it? Is this my brain and my body telling me that I need a rest? Maybe. The thing is, though, I already paid for all of these lessons and classes. I can’t just not go. What a waste of money that would be. Plus, there are classes this month that I’ve really been looking forward to–West Coast Swing and, finally, a beginning Argentine Tango class not on Mondays.
How do I recover from my complete lack of motivation? I just don’t know. And I don’t feel very motivated to try.